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Going to spend the day in my apartment I think, waiting and seeing if I'll throw up, hah...

It was really wonderful being at Sandra's countryhouse! Sadly, the last thing I saw of her was her throwing up from being sick - just like her sister was day before - so I'm waiting to start getting it too now.
But before I will go to bed and sleep, I'm gonna post the pictures from what I was doing!

Perjantai
Well, first day, we went to watch Linda and Sandra in their competition.

So I've spend most of the day packing... and my dad came by because he had a day off today. He decided that we were going to the beach!

Now, yesterday, we went skateboarding a bit, as I said, but Valle didn't seem to get how you'd supposed to ride that skateboard...

I hope it's Wednesday today.. I'm starting to loose track of which day it is. Summer for sure?
The books I've order is finally sent. I had to send a complainment letter to remind them of sending them.. I'm disappointed really. But soon I'll be able to study again!

Otherwise, the plan today is to go out riding skateboard with Valle! (Valle that is, I'd never set a foot on that thing..) and maybe go for a walk or something like it. But we'll see. Tomorrow I'll meet Karin, and hopefully Pernilla too, and go for a swim. And Friday I'll go to Sandras summer-house. I'm looking forward to it so much!

I have to show you how the hair is now! Not like it's much difference... But yeah.

Well, today I rememberd that I had to leave some books at the library, so of we went before it closed!

I didn't feel all that good yesterday, which made me leave the blog for today instead.
Well, I went to the park to see my mom.

to drink Beer and have fun instead... Ass!

by removing the old kitchen table(tried to disembel it) and put up new curtains that matches the new table and chairs!

Yes, I'm going to seriously try and learn finnish. It can't be that hard, now can it? I already learn that mä is me, and sä is you. In a nonformal version... But after mä and sä, I realised. Finnish people doesn't make any sense at all, do they? ♥
Well, other plans for today is to clean a bit in the apartment, it looks like hell broke loose here.. And I really do want to see Pitch Black. I like that movie.. I should go out for a walk or something too, now that I finally have slept for many many hours!
And, of Course, me and Candid is going to play the Little Red Riding Hood so he can run away, little girl, run away.... I will be the big bad wolf that's going to eat him, hihi.

The last movie was really amazing! I really forgot time and space when I watched it, totally mesmerized!

Yes, today I went to Skansen with Valle, my boyfriend, his mom and brother! Valle, who was there with Robin and Robins mom earlier, of course wanted to go to all the same places, but I think we managed to see things he haven't already seen. We started, however, at the little amusement square.

I never got the energy to write here. I had a terrible migraine, felt like throwing up, and then suddenly I was put into a raid. Well, obviously that was a disaster... but to the point. I got a text Monday night that Sandra wanted me to come with her for 33 (swedish) miles. Now, all you ever do at that point is to ask "When and Where do we meet?"! (And obviously call around for half an hour to get a Valle-sitter... thank you Daddy!)
So it was first yesterday I realised what she wanted me to do...

So I was in the park with my mom today and had coffee, which was nice, and then I went home to cook that chicken, which wasn't nice. I did manage to make the chicken juicy instead of dry!

I had to screenshoot it. Candid decided to bbq a dog as sacrifce to the lootgods... I can't stop laughing, haha!

My throath hurts, I can't breathe, my stomach feels like daggerstabs over and over and over and... again, I'm bleeding like the niagrafalls and I feel like crying. I'm going to play wow, in my sofa, underneath the blanket and simply do nothing productive today, while Valle is away to a bbq with Robin.

I hate that he has to work this much...

First off, I have to eat disgusting food almost everyday. He's really rather good at cooking, and I'm like a natural disaster. Maybe I should start forcing him to cook food that I can heath in a microwave. Because right now I rather starve then eat another thing that I've tried cooking.

Second, all I have to listen to is a 4-year-old speaking like a Gremlin constantly. I love my son, of course, and I love to listen to him talking. But the intellectual conversations is just not there, especially since his favourite subjects are pokémon and trucks. Preferable combined.

Third, I really want to hug him. I don't know why, seeing I'm not the most cuddly person, but I feel like having someone taking care of me right now. And he really does that good. :)

But, as Terra pointed out, I really should be proud of my boyfriend working this much. He has a job that he works hard for, and does it good, and he has promised to do fun stuff with me when he's finally off work, but I guess I'm just dreaming away.
Dreaming of talking long nightwalks along the beach, bbq-picnics, going for a swim, watching movies together, going out for dinner..... You know. All that romantic shit. I just hope we could do it sometime. At all.

We acctually went out to read the bedtimestory on the balcony. Two infact. It was really cosy and nice! ♥

Now I'm waiting for Valle to fall asleep, and Candid to come back. He decided to run away and hide from me, but he'll be back... He can't be away for me for too long, hihi.

So, I didn't really do anything today. I didn't feel to good, woke up in the worlds worst mood and wanted to run some people over with a truck, but Candid eventually got it to pass with his silly humour. Thank you! ♥

I really hope Robin will get here tomorrow, so Valle will get out doing something fun. Though Valle did run around spraying me with water from his water-gun today and played with his pirateship, so I doubt he's bored...

Now I just wish I could go out to my sweet pillowpile on the balcony, but I would feel so lonley just sitting there by myself, haha. Anyone who wants to join me?

Well, I decided that we'd go to the store and get new things to pimp the balcony!

I have acctually no idea at all what to do today. I was suppoused to meet my mom today, but she thought it was too warm to get her ass here. So I guess it's just me and Valle. Now he's rather tired today, seeing he started crying from putting on a sock, so I suppose nothing too extreme? I don't feel like going to the beach however, so either I force Valle to go buy flowers to our balcony, and we plant them. Or we just go around the park with bike... Or we go by bike to the store? HMMM..

Well, I were to dinner at my boyfriends parents house, which was really rather nice! Valle ate 4 cinnamonbuns, 2 bowls of ice cream and swelled up like a balloon, haha! But he deserved it, seeing it was his last day to daycare today. :D Now, 5 weeks vacation with me as company....

Anyway, we then spent the evening having a movie night with cupcake and popcorn, so I think I manage to swell like a balloon too. What movie we saw? Rango of course! Now I'm going to do my dailys on World of Warcraft.

Well, I went to Sandra and gave her the present (teacups and plates with cupcakes on), and we watched Harry Potter and the deathly Hallows, part 1. This since I'm tagging along when Sandra, her sister and her sisters friend will see part 2 in the movie theater next week. Fun fun! ♥

Being inspired by her cups, me and Valle decided to go home and make cupcakes!

I have a terrible headache, which I hope will be resolved when I finally get the energy to go get the painkillers. Didn't even bother put on make up because of this, which was really an excuse since I don't like putting on make up anyway, hah. Going to leave Valle at daycare soon though and afterwards go straight home to Sandra! And hope I won't forget to bring her present again!! But I guess I'll see you all tonight anyway. Except Dreadra, who's leaving for the airplane in 1 hour. Lucky lucky bastard! ♥

of course we will never act like that teacher, so we felt awsome, hihi! Though I have this jingle stuck in my head, which I cannot find on internet... I guess I'll get it out later tonight, I just wish I could forget it NAUW.

The dinner I cooked for my dad and Valle was a total disaster by the way. I was supposed to fry some champions and onion, to put with the pasta and the sauce, but the lid from the pepperdispenser flew off and half of the frying pan was filled with peppar.... Yeah, who said pasta was simple? So they got to eat pasta with mushroomsauce and bacon. Only. I wonder why my dad said he rarely eat dinner, it was too early for him to eat, and only took a little... HMM.

Well, I went to our little suburbcity and had coffee with my mom, and notice a sale! So I manage to buy 4 glasses to Valle, and a tray.

Today I'm really needing to clean the apartment, seeing it looks like a nuclearwaste-dumpspot and my dad might be babysitting here tomorrow. The thought is also to meet my mom today, so I can make sure to go to the store at the same time. However, I really feel stressed because I'd rather just use my wand and make it all magically fixed. I have no desire of spending several hours cleaning today (yes it takes several hours, since everything I do have to be thouroughly..), but I guess I just have to snap out of it and do it!

Well, I guess I'll tell you tonight if I got stuck on my warlock on World of Warcraft, or if I did all that was necessary to do... Haha!

Valle, and me, had a terrific time! There were really alot to do there, even though Valle was a bit scared in the beginning. At first he just sat in the truck he choose, and claimed it sounded too much for him..

I'm going there now, in 20 minutes. I hope Valle will have fun Fun FUN! Though it looks likes it's going to rain any second now, so better pack waterproof clothes...

Otherwise, I was supposed to watch "There will be blood" on tv yesterday, but I rather wanted to play with Candid - so the movie was skipped. However, "Dirty Dancing" on Friday night was unskippable! I still have the song in my head...

Ok, I finally decided to write again. I feel like a total nerd, seeing I've been held hostage by World of Warcraft, and been busy raiding almost every night. This not all bad though, since I think I finally feel like I know myself. I rarely get confused anymore, and the sun shines in my head almost 24/7. This I owe my thanks to the two best people in the world, which I met through World of Warcraft. They helped me see who I really am and made me feel special.. in a Good way!