Bah,

I just accidently erased my goodnight message I wrote. I can't bother to rewrite it. Feels like a message that it shouldn't have been posted. :D

About 1150 Kcal today.
Still below 1200, so that's good?

I figured I'm going to watch the movie on channel 6.



Just because it's the most fucked up movie ever, hihi.

So, sorted toys for 2 hours?

And I sneezed like a maniac. Everything is in boxes on a high shelf now though, so only a few will be available at a time. I really dislike christmas invasion of toys. He already got like millions of toys, the last thing my apartment needs is ... more of them.



And look, the drawings have multiplied themselves..
Rawr!



Ate about the same thing as yesterday today.
400 kcal.

And I am not sure if anyone has acctually wonderd, but no Valle doesn't eat exactly the same thing.
He doesn't like neither ruccola, avocado or olives, so he got pieces of cheese, potatoes and glass of milk.



He already ate almost all cheese before I got to take a photo!

HungryangryhungryValle!

Afterwards I made an entire teapot of tea, and we sat down to read.



This picture just cracks me up.. :D



And if he doesn't break millions of hearts when he's grown up...
I'mma eat my hat.
Charmer



You think I can break some aswell...? xD

7..20 Kcal so far then.
Now I'm going to take a bath before I tuck Valle in.
See you

This just made my day..




'Bara döda fiskar simmar med strömmen'

Is the quote you can read on the bridge when you pass Alvik to Stora Mossen by subway. Translated it mean 'Only dead fish swims with the current'

Quoting todays newspaper in DN, where something has gone terrible wrong for the fishes; "Everyone can make mistakes. Have you then a shoal behavior it can then of course be very many who do wrong".

Just saying, this is what can happen if you just follow without thinking for yourself.

 

Photo: Jan Petter Jørgensen / Scanpix - Published on DN 2012-01-02 16:23

Since DN doesn't let me share the article (press the button to read!) on THIS blogg site, I am hoping I can just link you to the article, and write down who the photographer is without 'stealing' it.

 

And we are staying home today.

Valle isn't feeling alright. :(



So yeah, I couldn't get up..


I fucking hate my snoozebutton, it gives me a false sence of having control of my sleep.

2 hours later, Y U NO STILL UP FROM BED?!


A nice goodmorning-music will save my day though!

So I thought about writing something I read from the newspaper today, mostly to prove to my mom that I acctually do read it, but there's nothing that I feel comfterable enough to write about.

Like the new comment about the "internal fights in Socialdemokraterna", where Ylva Johansson and Morgan Johansson wrote on twitter / facebook openly about their opinions about the current work in the party. Ylva commented that "We have to realise that it's the party itself and our leader that has messed up and put us in to the serious position we now are in", and Morgan have then written "Have read about Ylva Johansson act out in her blogg. The creep shooting has to stop now. Our voters have a right to demand that we gather and conducts politic instead of internal squabbles".

Now I know very little about politics, but when they now decide to keep a person leading their party that at one point lost all his credibility, wouldn't it be a wiser move to acctually  show a complete unity and gain back some of the confidence they lost? It's very understandable that people have different views on what happend, who's to blame and what the best action would be to now take, but if you're one of the larger parties in Sweden is there really room for offical personal thoughts when a decision has already been made? Because any sight of weakness gets picked up by media and the whole thing gets to be worked through again.

But yes, I am not really comfterable in discussing this since I honestly don't know enought about politics and leading a party. I just figured some tactical moves, like Moderaterna used, would be working better in the longer run. But Hey, what do I know.

Now I'm going to get dressed and pack incase my brother will tell me to go Erikdal.
And so far it's like.. 320 kcal.
I misscounted on my berries... :D

Bah,

My raiding got fucked because the computer kept logging me out of both WoW and Vent. Going to comfort myself with eating that last meal I wanted. 300 kcal. Will end me at 1150 kcal. Seems good enough.

Maybe I should get to bed early aswell, so I can get up early and start the cleaning of Valle room? All the toys have scatterd into different boxes, and nothing really belongs together with the other. One major sorting assignment ahead of me, but eventually it'll be for the best. Then again, all the christmas boxes are blocking the storage area, so I'll have to start take down all the christmas decorations soon aswell.

And boy do I want that waterboiler. Takes ages to make tea.

Good night!

Omnomnom,



My dinner!

Contain 450 kcal..
That makes it 850 kcal so far today.
I long for my next meal!

Going to cook food soon,

Just wanted to listen to some music and post theese pictures before I go!



So we went swimming together with Karin!


First me and Valle were on the kidside, and splish splashed while Karin were swimming, and then I got to swim my 1 km while Karin was with Valle. I felt a bit woozy afterwards, since it's been such a long time since I've done it. Valle did however not really want to leave, and claimed that he wanted to go bathing with Embla. So tomorrow we might acctually do that!



Coffee with Jesper, Embla and my mom.

After alot of splish splashing Valle needed recharing, and an enormous cake was of course the way to go!



Jesper was of course also photgraphing..



And Embla is just.. adorable!

But now I'm going to cook food.
Only had 400 kcal so far today.

Gooooood morning!

I have nothing to write here really, just thought I'd post something before I run off to swim and drink coffe!
And please.... Remind me... PUSH ME... to clean when I come home!


See you tonight!

Oh, and so far.. 300 kcal!
Bye. ♥

Good night everyone!

See, I'm trying to keep my new years promise. Going to bed at 01.00, setting the alarm at 09.00 tomorrow!
Or well, I'm going to read a bit while in bed, but it's a nice relaxation aswell.

Tomorrow I'm going to go swimming and meet my mom and my brother and his family for coffee. Yay!


Song bestest Castorr linked me. :)

Oh, and 850 kcal today...
Going to eat more tomorrow.

Soon 21:00, and so far so good...

Well yeah, I didn't clean........
I did dishes however!



But my eating-better-promise is so far so good! A sallad containing about 250 kcal's. The ony downside with it is the lack of proteins. I added kidneybeans and feta, but I think it's too little. However I will eat once more, so it's not that bad if I get hungry. Only eaten 550 kcal's so far today...

So what to do the first day of the year?

Yes, one of theese amazingly boring posts! To be honest, I should clean.  And as they say, what you do during this day will be what you do the rest of the year. I really would like it if I clean every day the rest of the year...

But I will probably end up playing World of warcraft.










Oh, and so far.
About 300 kcal today.

2012, another fresh start?



Just to set the music I both ended and started the year with. I thought about acctually becoming active in the blog now that it's a new year. Also because I'm all alone in this apartment and acctually have some spare time!




So what new years resolutions am I to make?

Well, I've figured the main promise I am making to myself for this year is to be nice to myself.

This will include trying to eat, sleep and live better. Find confidence in myself, and love myself for who I acctually am.. and not let anyone or anything acctually bring me down.

This is since I find myself all alone on a new years eve together with Valle, and I'm having so many desperate thoughts in my head.. it's embarrassing. I was alone throught out almost all my childhood, I crave for attention and acknowledge to not believe there's an acctual wrong with me. If I'm ever to be happy, I need to find my selfacknowledge to be enough. I need to be strong in myself.

Deep thoughts creates a deep personality.

But to the more easy resolutions, yes... I am going to try and eat better. Counting calories again. And pick up my swimming. Not only because I feel fat, which I obviously do !!!!, but because I acctually feel better without sugar rushing through my veins.
I also deeply needs to start studying more, I have only one final term left in school and I don't want to blow this, and sleep better to not gain all theese weird black outs.
And god do I need to start cleaning better! I want to fix the apartment alot better now aswell, buy some boxes and such to start storaging away things! And get a lamp in my hallway, and some nice cloths...
I also want to improve my painting. It's something meditating about it, so I don't understand why I don't do it more often really.
And then to copy what Pernilla wrote to me... "Do more fun stuff".

So basically;
  • Eat better.
  • Start swimming!
  • Sleep better (More regularly).
  • Clean more... and organize everything.
  • Plan studies and put alot more time to it.
  • Make sure to do what I feel better from doing, not what I feel obligated to do.

 


 

So now to how my birthday acctually was!

Well... I drank coffe with my mom and ate a piece of cake. She also bought me 6 new awsome glasses..

New years eve celebration was more in focus this year, since I were celebrating it together with Valle!



So how my new years eve was!

Mat

Eating infront of 'Flushed Away' on tv.

Mat

I made some of the crackers already, but the thought was to afterwards pick what you wanted.

Mat

Omnomnom?

Vattenmelon

We also continued with eating chips, dumle and watermelons while watching 'Garfield' and 'Heffalumps'.

Jag

I acctually tried looking nice, just for the sake of it!

Jag

Mahaha..

Glass

Our version of banana split!

Omnom

OMNOMNOM!

We sat playing some boardgames together waiting for the new year strike. Valle having trouble keeping awake after a while..

Nyårsslaget

But of course he managed!
I had some troubles lighting the sparklers, and it was bloody fucking cold outside, but after 30 minutes Valle went in and fell asleep immediatelly. And I watched the chinese lanterns in the sky.



Christmas

I figured I could post some pictures from christmas aswell... :)

Pepparkakshus

Our gingerbread house.



Lucia at daycare (Yes I took some of Robins photos :DDD)



Eating and drinking after performance on Lucia.



More Lucia!



Our Christmas tree!



It looked really good!
Then again, he made it fall today on my desk... not so purty anymore.

dekoration

Our kitchen window with attempted 'snow'!

Dekoration

Livingroom window..

Blommor

The flowers Karin gave me.



Christmas morning!
Valle tried to guard the balcony for so long the night before, he was really surprised he still woke up in his bed.. and santa had deliverd presents under the tree!



But happy!



Or Well...
I told him to open up that present before the big one.
Valle not amused.



Then he got to open his big parcel!



Which he got happy from!



Happy happy!



Well, that's all I am going to post for today, hehe.


Happy new year everyone!
Hope it will be amazing!

Another one!


This was interesting,


So we did our swimming today,

1km, 41 min for me. Karin was faster. She's so damn good! I, however, feel completly tired from it all, and didn't manage to photo as much as I wanted.


Karin is cutting my paprika to our pizza...


And this is how they turned out..


They were a bit toooooo big for the plates, tihi.

But, we still have left to make another pizza tomorrow, which I will do. So Deadspace, my pizzachampion, I will do a better job with photos tomorrow for you! Oki?


Then we made this awsome dessert too!


Sweetpotato pie!




And yesterday.. I did cheesecake.
So if anyone wants to come and eat sweets......
I have plenty to offer.

Valle, the rascal.

Has redecorated my beautiful wall...


....

Karin is the best there is!

She and I went with Valle when Gröna Lund opened, managed to outlive rain in rollercoasters, and still left after Micke and Jenni. Think we spent.... 6 hours there?


Karin also went loads of rides together with Valle!
And when I rode with Valle, she rode alone instead..


Cars!


Karin, later on, also taught Valle to lift his hands high into the air.
But for now, he kept them safely holding himself to the ladybug.


My two children!


I acctually thought it went pretty far up...
Daredevil Valle!


More cars!


Hihi.


Well we ate a bit, and then rode the last rides with Valle.
After that my dad picked him up, and we just waited for Jenni and Micke to come.


You can really see how the rain is closing in..


Black.. clouds... closing in..


But that doesn't stop the two most wacked children!


Karin managed to win a pirateset..
Too bad my mobile can't take good pictures during night.


But I think you get the picture...


Jenni is cheering for Micke, hihi.


Which obviously worked, since he got a new 'highscore'.


And I didn't get that many pictures from rides and such, since I was in them too. Obviously.
But we had one hell of a day! It was really really much fun!




I have to post my lentil soup that I ended the day with.
Omnomnomnom!

About that cake I made...

My dad came by to drop of some papers (Monday), which resulted in it half gone already...!


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