Not a good start.
I'll be dropdead tired, hah.
300 kcal so far!
♥
Oh well,
And I have nothing really to just say, jus wanted to say good night. :)
Realised.
I ate about 850 kcal today.
Hah.
I'm so stuffed..
And this was like 450 Kcal..
Yay, first photos from new phone!
So me and Valle went to the park first.
Cold but cosy!
And yet very much fun.
Then Valle rode on his horse..
.. to the library, were we read books.
Only eaten 400 Kcal so far, so a bit hungry.
But then I'll try and study a bit, before I go raid.
Shangalar needs to stop asking me to come, I can't say no to him, haha.
See you later ♥
I don't understand my phone,
Going to try and study a bit in a little while though...
Hah!
Anyway, busy early day tomorrow!
See you then! ♥
Tired....
Otherwise I'm just listening to this amazing song, trying to gather energy to either go and start cleaning until Valle gets here.... Or start with my essay. Feeling a bit stressed since I never start, but yeah. That part of the newyears-resolution was the hardest to keep!
CAEK
Looks awsome, right? ♥
And we got so many yolks that we decided to make some cookies aswell.
The rest of the yolks, and some eggwhites since Karin failed in seperating them, were fried to my breakfast tomorrow, hihi!
Otherwise, Karin and Pernilla got this amazing idea to enter a datingsite. It was kinda funny to look around, but it's really expencive to acctually use one. For free, you can neither chat or send messages.. Just look around. Bullshit?
And I will go to Sandras apartment and check around. ;)
Weee,
Double fail,
Not feeling too hype.
See ya
Ok, I need to buy a new phone..
This is what was made of the minced elkmeat.
Omnomnom ♥
Up early and supposedly clean a bit before Karin and Pernilla comes and see the entire mess.
And I need to call the insurance company...
and then go swimming with Karin.
So I can eat the cookies we're going to make!
I've missed them insanely much, so going to be great to just hang out.
Kinda need it, to be honest.
Oh btw, todays song..
♥
I come to the realisation,
So does anyone have any idea on something I could do? :D
Really...
Not every woman is supposed to be in the kitchen.
Boardgame evening
And I acctually laughed til I cried!
I DON FUCKING HAVE MONOPOLY?!?!?!?!
I'm going to go home to my mom and get hers...
Fuck, I really thought I had it.
Oh well we played Risk.
And even though he turned the dices when I was looking away.
So I'd get some territories.
...I lost.
Guess which colour I am on the board.
Going to get ready for a walk soon.
So see you later ! ♥
Hihihi,
Which of course both me and Valle watched with him.
To prove his awsomeness, Valle decided to copy and do the exact same thing.
Chug his pucko.
Like santa.
We also went to the store..
Minced elkmeat..
But damn he can cook food.
There are no words that can explain how awsome it tasted. ♥
900-1000 kcal perhaps?
I'll try and write later, but now we're going to play boardgames, rawr!
So yeah,
Omnomnom!
I tried taking a picture of all the fun they had, but they kept moving around.
Ruining all the pictures.
Now the mobiel doesn't want to charge itself.
I also took egophotos, rawr.
You know, I'm never going to be happy with my cheekbones.
100 Kcal.
Wonder how much kcal you can subtract by swimming..?
Anyway, I'll try and post here later if I'm not too busy.
♥
OK FINE I GET IT,
Maybe that can help..
Ahhh shit memories,
♥
It's storm outside?!
Well I was awoken around 7 this morning, so I'm acctually quite tired. Does not feel good to go swimming in like an hour! Karin and me is taking that 1 km again, yay.
At least I had my 300kcal breakfast! ♥
Containing cottage cheese; 150g, Vanilla youghurt; 150 g, Raspberries; 20g, Blueberries; 20g and sprinkles of flaxseed. Ominominominom?
And coffe, of course.
Bah,
Still below 1200, so that's good?
I figured I'm going to watch the movie on channel 6.
So, sorted toys for 2 hours?
And look, the drawings have multiplied themselves..
Rawr!
Ate about the same thing as yesterday today.
400 kcal.
He doesn't like neither ruccola, avocado or olives, so he got pieces of cheese, potatoes and glass of milk.
He already ate almost all cheese before I got to take a photo!
HungryangryhungryValle!
This picture just cracks me up.. :D
And if he doesn't break millions of hearts when he's grown up...
I'mma eat my hat.
Charmer ♥
You think I can break some aswell...? xD
Now I'm going to take a bath before I tuck Valle in.
See you ♥
This just made my day..
♥
'Bara döda fiskar simmar med strömmen'
Is the quote you can read on the bridge when you pass Alvik to Stora Mossen by subway. Translated it mean 'Only dead fish swims with the current'.
Quoting todays newspaper in DN, where something has gone terrible wrong for the fishes; "Everyone can make mistakes. Have you then a shoal behavior it can then of course be very many who do wrong".
Just saying, this is what can happen if you just follow without thinking for yourself.
Photo: Jan Petter Jørgensen / Scanpix - Published on DN 2012-01-02 16:23
Since DN doesn't let me share the article (press the button to read!) on THIS blogg site, I am hoping I can just link you to the article, and write down who the photographer is without 'stealing' it.
And we are staying home today.
Valle isn't feeling alright. :(
So yeah, I couldn't get up..
A nice goodmorning-music will save my day though! ♥
Like the new comment about the "internal fights in Socialdemokraterna", where Ylva Johansson and Morgan Johansson wrote on twitter / facebook openly about their opinions about the current work in the party. Ylva commented that "We have to realise that it's the party itself and our leader that has messed up and put us in to the serious position we now are in", and Morgan have then written "Have read about Ylva Johansson act out in her blogg. The creep shooting has to stop now. Our voters have a right to demand that we gather and conducts politic instead of internal squabbles".
Now I know very little about politics, but when they now decide to keep a person leading their party that at one point lost all his credibility, wouldn't it be a wiser move to acctually show a complete unity and gain back some of the confidence they lost? It's very understandable that people have different views on what happend, who's to blame and what the best action would be to now take, but if you're one of the larger parties in Sweden is there really room for offical personal thoughts when a decision has already been made? Because any sight of weakness gets picked up by media and the whole thing gets to be worked through again.
But yes, I am not really comfterable in discussing this since I honestly don't know enought about politics and leading a party. I just figured some tactical moves, like Moderaterna used, would be working better in the longer run. But Hey, what do I know.
And so far it's like.. 320 kcal.
I misscounted on my berries... :D
Bah,
Maybe I should get to bed early aswell, so I can get up early and start the cleaning of Valle room? All the toys have scatterd into different boxes, and nothing really belongs together with the other. One major sorting assignment ahead of me, but eventually it'll be for the best. Then again, all the christmas boxes are blocking the storage area, so I'll have to start take down all the christmas decorations soon aswell.
And boy do I want that waterboiler. Takes ages to make tea.
Omnomnom,
My dinner!
That makes it 850 kcal so far today.
I long for my next meal!
Going to cook food soon,
So we went swimming together with Karin!
Coffee with Jesper, Embla and my mom.
Jesper was of course also photgraphing..
And Embla is just.. adorable! ♥
Only had 400 kcal so far today.
Gooooood morning!
And please.... Remind me... PUSH ME... to clean when I come home!
Oh, and so far.. 300 kcal!
Bye. ♥
Good night everyone!
Or well, I'm going to read a bit while in bed, but it's a nice relaxation aswell.
Tomorrow I'm going to go swimming and meet my mom and my brother and his family for coffee. Yay! ♥
Song bestest Castorr linked me. :)
Oh, and 850 kcal today...
Going to eat more tomorrow.
Soon 21:00, and so far so good...
So what to do the first day of the year?
Oh, and so far. About 300 kcal today.
2012, another fresh start?
So what new years resolutions am I to make?
This will include trying to eat, sleep and live better. Find confidence in myself, and love myself for who I acctually am.. and not let anyone or anything acctually bring me down.
This is since I find myself all alone on a new years eve together with Valle, and I'm having so many desperate thoughts in my head.. it's embarrassing. I was alone throught out almost all my childhood, I crave for attention and acknowledge to not believe there's an acctual wrong with me. If I'm ever to be happy, I need to find my selfacknowledge to be enough. I need to be strong in myself.
I also deeply needs to start studying more, I have only one final term left in school and I don't want to blow this, and sleep better to not gain all theese weird black outs.
And god do I need to start cleaning better! I want to fix the apartment alot better now aswell, buy some boxes and such to start storaging away things! And get a lamp in my hallway, and some nice cloths...
I also want to improve my painting. It's something meditating about it, so I don't understand why I don't do it more often really.
And then to copy what Pernilla wrote to me... "Do more fun stuff".
- Eat better.
- Start swimming!
- Sleep better (More regularly).
- Clean more... and organize everything.
- Plan studies and put alot more time to it.
- Make sure to do what I feel better from doing, not what I feel obligated to do.
Well... I drank coffe with my mom and ate a piece of cake. She also bought me 6 new awsome glasses..
So how my new years eve was!
Eating infront of 'Flushed Away' on tv.
I made some of the crackers already, but the thought was to afterwards pick what you wanted.
Omnomnom?
We also continued with eating chips, dumle and watermelons while watching 'Garfield' and 'Heffalumps'.
I acctually tried looking nice, just for the sake of it!
Mahaha..
Our version of banana split!
OMNOMNOM!
But of course he managed!
I had some troubles lighting the sparklers, and it was bloody fucking cold outside, but after 30 minutes Valle went in and fell asleep immediatelly. And I watched the chinese lanterns in the sky. ♥
Christmas
Our gingerbread house.
Lucia at daycare (Yes I took some of Robins photos :DDD)
Eating and drinking after performance on Lucia.
More Lucia!
Our Christmas tree!
It looked really good!
Then again, he made it fall today on my desk... not so purty anymore.
Our kitchen window with attempted 'snow'!
Livingroom window..
The flowers Karin gave me.
Christmas morning!
Valle tried to guard the balcony for so long the night before, he was really surprised he still woke up in his bed.. and santa had deliverd presents under the tree!
But happy!
Or Well...
I told him to open up that present before the big one.
Valle not amused.
Then he got to open his big parcel!
Which he got happy from!
Happy happy!
Hope it will be amazing!
♥